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I'm a proud-faced, but it is not at all. Sometimes I like it alone, but many times I want to be friends. I liked the lively (many people). I am a person who likes to socialize. I do not like the place is limited, meaning control. I like freedom. I was protecting my property rights. I hate hypocrisy. I am a glutton for work. That the given task, I will complete as me. I do not like to work half way. I am a person who likes to think outside the box comfortably. I like challenges. I can sing well (wow. ..), I like art. I love sports, I like sports, I like to eat. :)

Friday, March 19, 2010

The new of ME

hi bloggers,

By the time i'm walking the friend's blog, i was stucked for awhile, when my eyes got caught the post 'Forgot n Forgive' posted by, and Add her in my list of "Lovely of them".

I read her blog, and it's all about the confession. I kept smile, and keep silent for awhile. Actually, I am Mua'alaf (converted from Christian Roman Catholic). I never guess that someday, I'll be a Muslim for the reason, whole of my family is Christian and I was born and growth in Christian belief.

Recall my history of life, I ever coupled with the muslim before. It almost 2 years, and I broke him for the reason, "Saya tidak mo masuk agama ko". And he lost of any action. He let me go. And maybe, by the time he know me marry the muslim..he maybe LOL. ( and me...shame of me..).

And now, Im still in my learning process to know the Islam deeply. Learn how to Mandi Wajib, Wuduk, Sembahyang Solat..and lots of thing to gain. I am like a child. Little child, who never know the ABC's, 123's. Early of my class, i felt it so hard... Lot's of pronunciation to learn. My tongue going to #$%^&*.. I don't know the word of jawi/ arab (pity me..). I don't know wether I can or maybe dropped. I don't know how to wear the tudung, uncomfort with it, Hot (normal for the mua'alaf). My next future saturday, remind me my last saturday, when I won't turn down from car with my tudung. Orang baru la kan. :). And my Next saturday again, Im with my tudung, will go to class agama. And I keep Wondering, what I wear for the next saturday, with my pregnant and out of size of baju kurung...But it's ok...Lucky me, my Love Mommy can sew it as she is a tailor. I'll ask her for the new baju Kurung..Heheh..TQ Mommy...Hopefully, all is going to be clear, smooth and easy way to me. Amin...

p/s: To all fellows who is opposite belief couple, Don't u ever being arrogant *as me*. Keeping the religion as the reason to broke up. Try to find the other reason. nanti kebalikan pula macam saya..heheheee...Happy Friday Fellows...

1 comment:

  1. suda sy link blog ko tmpat sy.
    happy blogging :)