HeeeeellllLLllllPPPP!!!

Thanks .. God heard my prayer.

Yesterday I received a Pos Laju letter from Ministry of Education for Self-Reporting Instructions. Of course, it soon is very exciting news to my heart. But,despite the excitement, there is a slight disappointment.I was placed in charge of the Education Department Sabah, Kota Kinabalu.Huuuuuuuuuhhhhhh ... Long sigh. Ada kerja susah, Teda kerja pun susah...I expect that I will be assigned in rural areas. Most were, in Keningau,Tenom, Tambunan, or Nabawan.

KK ... I think a lot of things. Home, high cost of living, traffic jammed, long way from KK to Keningau, leaving my husband at Keningau ... and

terrrrrlalu banyak. I was dizzy.

Really Miss~

I'm in another mood ...

Today,my in law have each returned to their respective homes. ya la ...because each is committed

to employment, and household affairs. Each have their childrens and husband to be managed.

A few days ago, the house was full of laughter and crying little babies ... sounds of children playing ... really fun. Especially for me and my son is 24 hours at home alone.Day-to-day routine is the same.

It would be nice .. if the house is filled with days of the voice, laughing, crying...of course,fun ... .. I am very tired .... I miss my home ... I miss the noisy situation ... I missed a lot ofthings . And an important point, I missed the peace and tranquility. especially privacy.

Pregnat Lady~

Hi Friday...

Missed blogging for several days, since I am too pemalas surfing, even open up my FB account. I just open it, to upload my Pregnant Lady pix, which my fwen ask me to do that so...since they wanted to see my perut yg bulat..huhu..and here is some of it. Sharing to any bloggers.

Since I was bulat, actually I was malu-malu ba mau upload my pregnant pix. Heheheh..dunno why.. but then, I was realised that not everywoman experience this of mine. And I am so lucky to have the Most Precious GIFT from God early, after "Just Married". Thanx God...

Some of the "Just married", even "Long married", still don't have the gift yet..pity them. And I am so happy to hear that my Biras maybe Pregnant for the late menstrual period 2 weeks. so?? apa lagi kan..Amin..wish her result is +ve pregnant . And my SIL, I do pray for her..may God give the will *BABY* to her by this year.Amin.. What every married woman wanted is a baby, children, A Family. Not complete without childrens. And I don't know, how I am, if I oso waiting for a long time to be a pregnant Lady. And I am planning, not to take any of the Family Planning, after my first baby. If ada, adalah, kalau teda, wait for the next...:) I do believe that, every of the child, have their own Luck to the family, especially, to the parents.

Last nite I heard a news about The PLKN's trainee, which is deliver by his own in toilet, and put the baby in the the toilet bowl, and died. Owh Ghost... I was kept thinking to the Bodoh woman, who dare and heartless to put their baby in to the toilet bowl, rubbish and aborting... etc. The sin will last with her, and soon, She will blaming her self for the rest of her life...people like this, should not be given the precious gift for the rest of her life. No forgiveness for such kind of this...Kesian tu baby. Bagus lagi bagi sama orang yang teda dapat anak kan...Huuuuhhhhh.....

Can't wait for the day...8 weeks to go...I pray to u God, wish all the things will be fine, smooth, normal delivery, me and my baby is health..Amin....